TRIGGER Warning : mention of suicide
my friends and me (21 f) are in college and all shared a dorm some are in different rooms but are all on the same floor we’re in Australia by the way. some of them like to make rude / mean jokes that they think don’t hurt me emotionally and I have a past about thinking about Suicide they didn’t know this apperently even though I’ve told them before. A couple weeks ago I was in a morning class with a friend I’ll call pip she’s a great friend and she is very sporty like me. Anyway me and another friend were throwing notes to each other in class and I wrote a note saying “you suck” as a joke on it. another friend i’ll call S ended up finding it and for context I didn’t have enough room to write it’s a joke on the back. Anyway S read it and not realising it was a joke gave it To pip and got hurt. The part I’m annoyed about is that S told another friend that had nothing to do with it. A wouldn’t stop telling me to apologise. I’ll gladly apologise but it’s not like I said “f you , you’re the worst“ all I said was “you suck” as a god damn joke so I’ve turned to reddit so am I the ahole for not apologising.