Life of an ugly woman
It really sucks especially with men, men treat u like youre invisible and a sub human, like fr. So basically i used to talk to a guy online for a year and i met him afterwards. I meet him sometimes cuz we go to nearby schools but guess what, he never says hi to me first, as if it kills him to greet me and say hi. Then he apologizes to me in dms that he didnt mean to ignore me blah blah but im starting to think that its cuz im ugly. Maybe if i were prettier he'd actually approach me and talk to me? Atleast ugly men can have good relationships and career, bcz ive seen a lot of women dating ugly people and they dont care about it, even i would date ugly men. But as for men, even if theyre ugly, they'd always want a beautiful woman. Im 17 and had nooo single interaction with a man, that makes me feel unwanted asf, after this, i never wanna interact with men again bcz why do they just treat me like a sub human?? Wdym you can text me all night/hours on the end on the phone just to ignore a real life interaction with me?? And he even texts me lesser now after we met. I thought he is a good guy but not anymore(even tho he said sorry, i cannot grasp his intentions). And we're just friends but at this state, i grow attached to men if i get the slightest attention, but unfortunately i will never get any. Except him, idk any man in my life, hell even idk him either, because he always acts like a stranger when we meet. Never had a proper convo with him irl except 'hi'. I just want reciprocation on god. Even if he doesnt like me thats fine(cuz we're only friends)but you could show the minimum social decency to someone u know on the phone for 1 year?? I mean im still not sure if its about appearance(it shouldnt be about appearance cuz its just friendship) but nowadays i think everything boils down to looks. Men would always ignore u if they dont like how u look my only way out atp is makeup and i cant even do makeup properly either.