u/De1zy

It's just a complete mess, I had a girlfriend, and things turned out in such a way that I fell in love with her and confessed my feelings. She reciprocated my affection... I thought that in a couple of months, I would propose to her, but I noticed that sometimes she didn't seem to love me and even ignored me. She was often online, but she didn't respond, and she often communicated with her friend. I didn't write anything about it, as I was too afraid of being alone and feeling sad. I decided to let her go, it would be better for me, I said "let's end our relationship," she replied, "I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings. But I never loved you, and I didn't even consider you a friend or acquaintance. I just interacted with you, and I felt ashamed to admit it. I replied, "I feel the same way," although it wasn't true. I'm feeling very depressed, and I don't know what to do. I keep thinking about it, but I can't cry.