I don’t know if this makes me weird but I’ve recently started to LOVE lavender flavored things. Anyone know of any lavender flavored ice cream that you’d recommend? I saw some online but they all have lavender + something else, I want it to be mostly if not all lavender flavored.
VENT but advice is welcome and comfort is needed if possible, thank you stranger 🫂
My little sister died from cancer in December of 2025. I haven’t been the same since and I just feel so trapped in this sad version of myself, I miss how outgoing and friendly and lowkey I was. I’m so scared to lose everyone so I try so so hard to keep them and it has the opposite effect. I lost my best friend after my sister died because I was putting too much effort in and she didn’t like it. I want to just go back to how I was before my little sister died. I hear that I never will be able to be that person again and it’s so heartbreaking to me. My boyfriend has brought it up to me as well that I’m just trying so hard and I’m meaner now
I just kinda hate myself.
I didn’t prep a week before not even the day before because it didn’t say to do so in my paperwork. I have extreme emetophobia and I’ve already had the anxiety sickness. I’m doing the suflave prep, does anyone have any advice at all on that specific prep? If not just any advice if you’ve had one recently. I’m so scared I’m gonna throw up from it, I have suppositories for nausea but I haven’t tried them yet. I’m freaking the f out right now. I have chicken broth, white Gatorade and jello. I have to start tomorrow (5/4) at 5pm MDT