u/Da_Monke2

I (17M) have never once thought of killing myself before today. Ive been struggling with porn and masturbation and today I jacked off to loli porn on a hentai site. I didn’t really even mean to. clicked on a video with a hot thumbnail and didn’t stop myself. I feel horrible. I am disgusted. I don’t want to become a failure or a pedophile. What do I do to become better or fix this?