u/DLDabber

LOL. No more eating tiny little meals so that there won’t be anything in my tummy on my “sort of” rapid taper. No more worrying about what time it was and how long before my next dose!!! No more waiting 30-45 min to eat after a dose so it can metabolize. No more getting it wrong and missing meals rather than eating at the wrong time.
No more….
I’m still not 100%. But I no longer need to live a life around Kratom. And that makes me happier than I have felt in a long long time.

I look around through a haze of lack.
My thoughts are slow. My body weak.
All from choices made.
To start.
Now to stop.
The challenge is not the thing.
The thing is the challenge.
To do without.
So that I can have it back again.

But it’s been so long.
And I’m afraid.
Because I can’t really remember.
If I ever had it at all.

Did a medium taper off 7oh down to 3g powder 4 times a day. Then did another not slow but not quick taper down to 1.5 three times a day. Dropped a dose every 3 days till it was just the night dose then stopped.
The restless leg and anxiety were the worst.
I used C to taper off the 7oh then stopped while tapering off the Kratom cuz I couldn’t take the stomach issues anymore.
But the on the third day of no Kratom. Having been taking almost every over the counter med and being ok during the day as long as I stayed busy. At night. At night I couldn’t sleep since I dropped to just my night dose. I was exhausted. Then I remembered the extra vitamin C I had. I took 5200mg each dose every 2-3 hours for the whole day. Then at night took an Imodium for the diarrhea and I finally slept about 6 hours last night.

What is there do for the restless leg and cramps.

Since low doses of Kratom act like a stimulant. How does one who was using kratom for pain, relief, taper down successfully to an extremely low dose without feeling the jitters and anxiety that a low dose of crap could give you that line with the fact that you’re tapering?