Sorry if this is a dumb question. It's been almost a month since the initial breakup and honestly Im doing pretty well, all things considered. Ive been able to sit with my emotions without drowning in them in getting back to business. Ive been journaling in a self-help journal and reading books.
But anyway, I just texted my ex's number a bunch of things Ive thought about. When he broke up with me and several days after, he never answered the texts I sent. And the no answer was answered enough for me. I know he wont see it. Im not blocked but to this day he's never opened my messages. I texted his number to just spit things out into the void essentially. But is it unhealthy for me to do that? Some part of me wishes he'd see it (I told him a lot of stuff about his behavior and how much harm he caused me and is causing himself), but I dont want to talk to him.
I just want to make sure I didnt set myself back some more weeks on healing properly, that's why I ask. It honestly made me feel better. I felt a little sick writing it but ultimately it got some weight off my chest.