How do you guys feel?
Today is Sunday. Nowhere to go; no one to talk to. I just feel so strongly to make connections. I don’t know if this is healthy. I just want to be wanted or liked. Want to talk to someone but I know I’m hurting. It’s been over a month since the breakup but we prolonged in April. Sleeping together, calling one another all the time and messaging one another. Now it’s been a week since I removed her off snap. I just started to feel too hurt with our interactions and her pulling away more.
I tried to make things work; I said I would change. I wasn’t given that chance even after 6 years together and a daughter. I’m tired of the disappointment so I didn’t answer her late night calls or the “hey” she sent. I just was sick of the way I was feeling. Been going out drinking too often this week; lord knows my liver and wallet need a break