u/D00lia

It feels so weird having so little romantic attraction to people because sometimes I straight up forget I have crushes on people.
I’d be talking to someone and the instant they leave the room I remember “oh shit I like that person”
I currently have the strongest and longest lasting crush I’ve ever had and I do all that cliche teen girl stuff like kick my feet when I think about them, fantasies about our wedding, etc. But the instant we’re together all that disappears and at most my crush is a passing thought before I instantly forget again.
I’m sharing this because I’m curious to see if anyone else has had this experience or if I’m just special lol.