Has anyone ever failed a drug test at a psychiatrist office and gotten help after?
Hey all!
I partook in some weed like weeks ago. I finally got in with my psychiatrist after several years. So I expected to get drug tested, but I thought it would be urine… not a f*cking hair follicle drug test. I obviously failed. The real slap in the face is I don’t even smoke and was the first time in like 10 years I have. I live in a very anti area so she’s treating this diversion like it’s heroin. Whatever, I guess, I knew better. Oh well.
I was diagnosed with ADHD back in October, I’m guessing she just wanted to start off with Adderall and I didn’t expect that. So I’m banned from the practice, but she gave me another doctor’s name to try and said “they don’t have access to my data.” This is the psych who diagnosed me as bipolar (unspecified type) and seems to not be taking the undiagnosis well… I get it, because I SOUND bipolar, but I’m not exactly. I still identify with the term despite my undiagnosis because I had spent the last like 8 years believing I was bipolar… maybe I still am, but I tried everything to help it but electroshock and none of it helped. Besides lamictal but.. lol.
I guess I’m just nervous now. My hair is down to my ass. If I gotta shave it off I will. But man, I’m scared that the next doctor will find out about my failed drug test. Has anyone been able to get the help they need? I’m scared I’ll deny them access to my records and they’ll be suspicious. I just want a total do over and if that means starting from the bottom, I will. I can’t feel like this for the rest of my life.
As an aside, I found out for some reason my taxes weren’t filed correctly in 2021 from H&R Block so there was a lien and warrant out for my car in 2023 but it got expunged. Am I Walter white or something failed drug test, not paying my taxes, what more!?