u/Cute-Pass239

I found I am pregnant from a noncensual situation. The situation is, we met one friday at a line dancing bar and he drove me home. He picked me up the next day to go back to that line dancing bar but we stopped at his house first and we watched a movie and he tried to make sexual moves and i stopped him and said i dont do that when just meeting someone. I got pretty drunk that night and he drove me home and i felt pressured verbally a tiny bit to make out with him and next thing I know i am in the backseat having sex with him.. he came in without asking me only telling me and by then it was too late. I was still pretty drunk so i dont remember all of it and i didnt get a text until later asking if i was on birth control and I lied and said i had an iud out of panick. I got plan b and tried to ignore it, didnt even tell my friends. Then i found out I was pregnant 5 days ago. I panicked even more and lied that my iud was improperly placed and thats how it happened, he didnt question it. I am planning on keeping it and i havent told him im keeping it yet. Now that I have had time to figure out my decision, my friends have told me im selfish for wanting to keep it and that he never supported me with my son that passed away, that I would be a terrible mother, and that I can barely take care of myself, which isn't true at all, I know.. but it hurts hearing that from my best friends is really making me second guess my decision because what can I truly do if I only have my parents and my two friends supporting me but no one else?