idk if it’s just me but i am never turned on or anything when i am camming… i don’t cum, i don’t “enjoy” what the guys are saying to me in any kind of sexual way, i don’t feel any connection it’s strictly business and working for me. ofc i pretend and when asked “are you wet” i always say yes but like that’s the furthest from the truth 😅
if anything i feel pretty grossed out and turned off by these random men. most are nice and all and i play into the “character” i guess you could say but eh there’s nothing there that ever actually makes me turned on or anything close to it. i think this is maybe why i feel so exhausted after my streams bc im pretty much preforming and playing a character when im off that’s just not me. it can be pretty exhausting sometimes. so im just curious if anyone else this way too or do you actually get sexually into it?