Cheated on after 6 years
My boyfriend of 6 years cheated on me. He had a relationship with someone else for about a month and slept with them in our bed while I was at work, multiple times. We live together. I’m moving out in about 2 months to move out of state. However, now I can’t feel calm or safe in my home. I constantly feel like someone else is here or that he is with someone, whether he is home or not. I’m freaking out. I feel absolutely insane. I don’t know what to do. How do I cope with this? Hope do I even live like this for another 2 months. I can’t stand this.
I know he’s going on dates and hanging out with people. It doesn’t seem fair that he gets to enjoys his life after ruining mine. I can’t stand the constant anxiety and freaking out. I don’t know what to do. I don’t even know who he is anymore. Was the last 6 years a fucking lie? Did it mean anything to him? I don’t know how to cope