u/Cultural-Mistake8377

We had a dysfunctional and toxic relationship, way too long to get into here. Apparently she cut herself after I broke our friendship off. She confirmed to our mutual friend it was because of that.
Half a year later I also found out she’d tried to off herself a few months after.
She told all our mutual friends to reassure me it wasn’t my fault, if I ever found out. And I did.
Ive been broken ever since. Like im doing fine, but in the back of my mind im always thinking about it.
She had to tell everyone to tell me it wasn’t my fault. Which kind of sounds like it might have been. Because why would she even say that if it had nothing to do with me. She already admitted she cut because of me.
This whole thing sounds like we’re kids but we were 19/20 when this happened, I’m 21 now, it still eats me up inside.