u/CrystallinesMoon

Like the amount of brain dead posts about "BAN PACISTAN" "FUK U PAKISTAN" is insane.

Most A level students are between ages 16-17.

Aren't you embarrassed? like cmon act your age?

"Ooh ooh but the paper was leak-" it was leaked all around and just so you know most Pakistani students weren't even aware of it and you entitled little shits wont be the only ones giving the paper again? everyone will but noooo

go ahead and whine about wanting some countries to be banned because OBVIOUSLY the examination for INTERNATIONAL students that was PAID to make sure leaks dont happen isn't at fault at all guys lets generalize and set fire to whatever fucking progress we should have made while being educated.

what is the point of you studying if you are going to think and react with the grace of a dying monkey?

For context reasons: I am FTM and nearing adulthood(legal age) and come from a somewhat conservative-ish household oh and cant move out once i do!

Basically my dad and mom have been going nuts over everything regarding me and my dressing

They want me to wear feminine things and often force me to wear them. Not complying can result in punishments ranging from yelling, getting sweared at and beaten(sometimes lightly but that doesnt change the fact Im scared shitless of them hitting me)

So whether I like it or not...I have to comply

this is where the problem is, I cant deal with the dysphoria that happens due to this. Like its unbearable.

Ill be bawling my eyes out in a corner and will be ticked off the entire day. Might even lose sleep and just walk in circles(I like to call them holding patterns to feel better about this)

I feel like shit and sometimes feel the overbearing urge to jump off a cliff(wont actually go thru with it...I want to live..just not like this) not to mention it doesnt help that im just really stress in general these days and the dysphoria makes it even worse

I just need some tips on how to deal with it...like just any tip like some mindset thing or something because I dont know how much longer my sanity can take this weird ass pattern of: Be forced to wear feminine stuff -> isolate yourself ->Bawl your eyes out -> get interrupted and ridiculed ->stay up at night -> deal with the situation in a worse way next day -> repeat