u/Cro0ked_cr0w

This probably just sounds edgy, but Feeling depressed and suicidal gives me so much more than temporary happiness does. I learned how to suppress emotions as a kid, and now it’s incredibly hard to understand how I feel. When things are heavy, they’re “easier” to make sense of, easier to put into words.
I guess when I do feel good, I can just say “I’m happy right now” but it just doesn’t feel right. I second guess if I actually feel better or okay all the time. Maybe I’m answering my own question with this
I’m tired