u/Critical_Sky4528

I'm ashamed of who I was when I was younger, I'm now M21 but from the ages 18 to 19 I watched so much porn, I was a degenerate. I now hit a 96 day streak where I only watched 40 minutes, now I've reset and I'm going for absolutely no content like that.

I'm a better man than what I was, I go to the gym, I have a better physique, eat cleaner, sleep better, dress better, better hygiene all of it but I'm still so ashamed and anxious of that boy I was. I'm scared to even get into a relationship, what if I start watching porn again? What if I'm anxious about sex? Alot of what ifs, if anyone relates does it get better?