u/Critical-Box-4451

I have a cousin (f) whos a year older than me. When we were younger and no one was home, she would lock us in a room, and hump me. She made me do it to her too and i never said no. She showed me porn and stuff. And would touch me, shed insert her finger in me and would make me do the same. But we never talked about it ever. And we have a good relationship but still there are a lot of moments where our relationship would get toxic as fuck. And i dont know what to do