u/Cringey_vent_acc

Title. I feel like my addiction ruined romantic relationships with me. Every few months or so i relapse and honestly i could never be in a relationship if that keeps happening, which i dont think could ever stop. I dont think i could live with the guilt of cheating on my partner when i dont want to but if i dont want to hurt them i would need to never be in a romantic relationship in the first place. I would never want to be my boyfriend, i hear of people talking about how their boyfriends keep cheating and that sounds awf to be in, so if i wouldnt date myself who would?

Title. I suddently felt the urges come bsck today and created a private social account to fool around. I dont want to stop but god is it getting to me. I thought i was being hacked and changed my passwords and 2fa and stuff in less than an hour now i can't remove my phone number because my account is locked. I feel stressed and unsafe with every step i take so i decided to just go to sleep but its so hard. Help