u/Creepy-Web-9597

Honestly not really sure if I’m just “ovulating” or if I want more kids. I already have 2 daughters 2/3 years of age. Although recently I’ve been feeling like I want to try for a son. At the same token it would reck my household. Being a girl mom and having to just restart I’m not sure how to feel. Husband already knows he wants more kids. We’re also in a different stage of life both children are fully potty trained and headed to preschool. Would it sound selfish to not have another child due to the fact now we can take the kids on trips? Like I’m having a hard time, am I being selfish? In the end I want a child but can I sacrifice taking my kids on trips every year? I sound selfish but idk lmk ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ