u/Creepy-Ordinary8706

This is an update to the post prior to this. I (F20) finally told him (M21) how i felt about a month ago (March) and as expected he doesn’t want to break up. He says no and that he can’t let me go. He just wants to make up and leave it in the past and try again but I know myself and my feelings aren’t going to change once I feel like breaking up. I don’t want to keep dragging this any longer. We continue to talk for a while everything like it’s nothing. He just acts like everything is normal and we are still together. I do feel at fault a little bit because every time he says “i love you” or i” miss you”i say it back and continue to answer texts and calls. Im mostly dry on the phone or through text and rarely answer. I want to say i do it almost out of fear, if i block him and try to move on he’ll probably show up to my house or have his friends stalk me or try to find me when I’m out. He mentions he’ll tell everyone we are still together or if he sees me with anyone he will do something. I feel bad that i suddenly did this but i couldn’t keep acting like i was happy in the relationship, he feels as if there’s someone else now because i want to end the relationship but I just came to reality with what i was dealing with and realized I can do better and being with him isn’t what i want. What should i do now?