u/Creative_Stress_3985

hey, so I (17) and my girlfriend (17) have been dating around four months now. I really love this girl, i’ve known her two years and we’re already talking about kids and our future house. My issue is that she doesn’t initiate anything such as kisses or dates. I always have to initiate kissing, and when I do she acts really awkward and side eyes me, but will send me tiktok’s or texts about kissing me. She’ll play with my hair and compliment me, and touch my lips, but suddenly it’s as though she doesn’t like me whenever I try to initiate kissing. We could hangout for 7 hours and not kiss, which I’m absolutely fine with if she doesn’t want to, but then when I try to bring it up or tell her I’m not initiating anything, she doesn’t do anything, but will text me after our date and say that she wishes she had kissed me. It genuinely makes me feel so ugly and weird, and I don’t know what to do. ANY advice strongly appreciated!!!