u/Cosmicweb08

Oh i so so wish I wasnt such a message up 24/7

Everything's always going wrong and it's always because of me

Life feels evil and mean

As a trans girl i hate being lesbian so much because why would any lesbian girl love me I can't even have it make sense in my own head :/

Having no friends to talk to and go out with irl sucks so bad

i hate my masculine my hands look i wanna cut them offf
i hate them i hate them so much

how the hell do you find someone for you as a losergirl
what is this behaviour nina
lowkey gonna bite everyone and keep them with me
how the hell do you get into a design college after missing the important exams

i hate HATE how much i dont want to put in the effort needed to get where i want to
i hate how my brain works
its so sad and depression seeing my thought process always looking towards dying in months or less and hoping it happens

are you guys okay with women who have/do self harm?
are scars a turn off?
is finding out someone self harms a total deal breaker?

being trans is such a bitch imagine god just being like haha you know how ill fuck with this girl ill just put her in the wrong body and watch as she slowly dies inside

my voice sounds like someone trying to speak with their vocal chords ripped out of their throat
probably lack of voice training but idk sigh

i hate not having people who i can trust and talk to irl

what the title says but with added angryness 💔

Its so painful being a dumb ugly trans losergirl who cant handle her own shit and just wants to die all the time
i hate this world and everything in it.
i wish i was worth something