Loneliness
I feel like I'm trapped living inside of my own head. I don't understand people or how to fit in with them. The best I can do is just put on my mask and try to act the way I'm expected to, but underneath I'm still me, completely numb to all the feelings I'm supposed to be feeling and wholly uninterested in all the things my people talk about. I just wish I was normal or that I could somehow find someone who'd appreciate me for the real me. But who could like someone so dull and grey? Even I wouldn't want to be my friend.