I wrote this so other neuro divergent friends could relate.
its a very different style than I normally do, but enjoy the chaos. please :)
Don't forget. you are beautiful and worthwhile.
u/CosmicClownDog — 8 days ago
u/CosmicClownDog
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Love how Trace (right) is giving you her best Blue Steel from Zoolander impression.
u/CosmicClownDog — 9 days ago
▲ 19 r/TheMallWorld
I used to have these the most but haven't in recent years.
It's your typical Metro Transit Bus. It's usually driving thru the city.
These have always been very significant and vivid for me and the one time I had proof of "dream jumping"
one dream I had and I was excited because I had seen a familiar face as I was getting off. When I woke up that familiar face (who was a close friend at the time) was able to describe the dream exactly.
I usually don't feel the presence of npc people, genuine souls/other dreamers.
*speaking of NPC's in dreams*
... Here is were it gets strange.
One bus dream a group including myself is sitting in the back section and everyone is actually talking about our lives and where we were from. until we got to this man who had to be in his mid to late 20's. he was bald and wearing a winter jacket. Once he said he was from Baltimore, we all looked at him and started chanting BAAAALTIMOREE, over and over again in a teasing matter. like we were the npc's taunting him.
that always stuck with me.
anyone else have the bus dreams?
u/CosmicClownDog — 14 days ago
▲ 3 r/TheMallWorld
It kind of resembles the underworld in Little Monsters. but it feels scary and usually kind of an obstacle course. there's a shack I visit to feel safe for a while. I've been here a lot lately. I always feel like I'm being rushed and chased here or I'm aimlessly wandering and got lost and realize where I am. I know there's a weird podunky southern vibe small town that where everything is closed but it smells like muggy summer air and trees I have to go thru before I end up here. since I've been here the past 3 nights, the only thing I recall from before is going to a new job at the mall on the main floor by the giant pillar near-ish to the food court. I was moving inventory to the back when the owner noticed I had sawdust on my black uniform hat and fired me right there for it and I just left and started wandering.
I hope I can wander back. soon. this place always makes me feel so anxious and hopeless.
u/CosmicClownDog — 17 days ago