u/Correct_String3942

So I haven't been the same lately as I am dealing with some horrible stuff that just isn't right. My life feels like it is in ruins after a close female friend got engaged. She got engaged at the end of last month and I haven't been the same at all. I've been more negative as my friends call it and I've been doing extreme stuff. I've been making AI videos of all sorts of mocking people left and right and I just do it out of pure enjoyment. I am desperately wanting to go back to my native country and meet some women at some karaoke bars in ho chi minh city but I have to wait at least 5 to 6 years before I could even do that. I'm just really angry and mad cause someone who I really like is getting married. I'm also a content creator and the stuff I've been producing for the past month is dark as frick. My friends claim that I'm being so negative and toxic and told me to change my ways otherwise they're going to take a break from me. AITA for being negative ??