Vent
Going into this year has been extremley rough for me, I was convinced everything was gonna work our perfectly and whatnot, but early this year or late last year I can't remember specifically it all seems a blur, I fully cut ties with my gf for good, details aren't important here, and my mh just rapidly spiralled and there was one person who was always there for me, I'll call him jay, he was great, the bond I had with him was incomparable to any of my other friends, we were inseperable, we would talk to eacother about problems and everything, his gf broke up with him about 4 months ago, and ever since, he hasn't been the same, outwardly being a dick to people, making mean comments, and he's distanced from me so much, I feel like I've lost him and it hurts so bad, ik this paragraph is messy, I just really wanted to get this out there, and off my chest