u/Correct_Catch_4927

This ain't my first time trying to give it up but it is the first time I'm being honest and open about the problem. For me it's loneliness & habit at the center. Like many it used to be like twice a day worse & worse content. It killed my first relationship because I couldn't perform. But, even with only 9 days I'm calmer than I've been in a long time I'm doing more of what I need to. & Now I have a new goal one I haven't done since I was in my early 20's 3 weeks & to keep my reward center occupied & focused on not even giving it the time of day I've decided that if I do make it I will make the moves to get my own home or at least get a dose of reality about my current situation. Wish me luck y'all the journey is long but it's definitely going to be worth it.