u/Cooper290

Hey everyone! I'd like to ask for your help in trying to "make sense" of where this comes from. I have a colleague from college who, despite being quite competent and intelligent when it came to his coursework and the subjects he chose to study (philosophy, psychoanalysis, etc.), was nonetheless rather odd when it came to social interactions. At the slightest hint of conflict, or even anything he perceived as disrespectful, he would simply stop talking to whoever was involved, cutting them out of his personal life and withdrawing entirely. By the end of college, he was essentially on his own, except for his girlfriend.

When we talked, he told me he was highly volatile when it came to other people's opinions of him, and that he unfortunately couldn't control his emotional responses whenever he felt someone had mistreated him, even if it was clearly just a passing mood on the other person's part.

What made it all the more striking was that, outside of this, he was perfectly calm. Gentle, studious, articulate, and extremely polite. It was as though he concealed a deeply reactive core beneath that composed exterior. At times, he seemed to speak poorly of others over absolutely nothing, at the slightest possible disagreement.

Anyway, I'm not sure why, but I've been thinking about this a lot lately. Where do you think this might come from? Thanks.

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u/Cooper290 — 12 days ago

Cirurgias de 18 horas em posição sentada com o preceptor do seu lado fazendo absolutamente nada enquanto você sua frio. 5 anos de residência sendo humilhado por neurocirurgião sênior que não te ensina nada porque se te ensinar você vira concorrente. Mercado? Você vai trabalhar em 3 hospitais de referência no Brasil inteiro, sendo que 2 deles são conveniados com o SUS e pagam R$11 o procedimento. O chefe não vai te deixar tocar nas cirurgias boas, vai te botar pra fazer craniotomia de trauma às 3h da manhã no PS enquanto ele opera a meningioma particular de manhã e fatura parafuso pedicular de R$800 por R$40.000 em artrodese desnecessária à tarde. Concorrência enorme nos processos seletivos porque todo mundo quer ser o Derek Shepherd e esquece que o Derek Shepherd morreu atropelado. País pobre, AVE vira "dor de cabeça" na UPA até chegar com herniação transtentorial e GCS 6. Lida com ortopedista, neurologista e intensivista brigando pelo mesmo paciente e nenhum dos três te respeita. Quando você finalmente opera sozinho, o paciente vai a óbito, a família processa e o hospital te abandona. Vai ganhar 18 mil reais mensais por 100 horas semanais. Escolher HOJE passar por NRCX não me parece um custo-benefício tão bom. Ok, pra quem já está bem estabelecido é uma boa, mas na época que esse pessoal se estabeleceu bastava saber dar nó e não existia tomógrafo pra provar que você errou.

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u/Cooper290 — 15 days ago