u/CoolandFresh69

Tired of the constant suffering, the constant struggle, the constant abandonment, the constant heartbreak, the constant abuse, the constant trauma, the constant pain, the constant games, the constant rat-race, and the constant loneliness. I am very compassionate and supportive to everyone, and yet it is always returned with the above. No one cares about me. I actively choose to be a good person, and yet life kicks me down repeatedly. I have been working on self-love for over half a year now and I still feel broken. I thought working towards changing my life in big ways would help, but it has not made me feel better.

I lost tons of weight, I meditate, I read how to get better, I eat healthy, l do some yoga, I workout, I walk, I stay in the present moment, I think positively best I can, etc.. I am tired, I am alone, and I just want out of this nightmare. I also feel sick from all the suffering in the world. It never ends, it only gets worse. There is nothing good in my life. I hate my life. I'm close to giving up.