We dated for close to two years. I went to visit her once in that time once I got out of the military, and we have been trying to make things work.
But for months she just has been losing interest. She only texts me to tell me she is busy or gonna be busy, she barely says I love you or takes interest, my messages can go unanswered for hours if not a full day... I talked to her about it multiple times and we were on the verge of breaking up multiple times. She told me she really was busy and I believe her, but no way she was so busy to never message me or call anymore. It's been going on for months.
But I am in so much pain. I miss her voice. I miss her silly ways of saying I love you. I miss playing with her, I miss everything about her. But no matter how much I tried, I spent money 100$ on a video game for her birthday a few days ago and still nothing changed. No matter how much I tried she wouldn't go back to being affectionate or intimate with me, I blocked her everywhere, but the expectation that she is gonna message me from another account and say sorry again, is also my fear. I am so sad and hurt, i don't know what I want, how do you deal with this