u/Cool-Username-12345

I know a lot of the pictures are akward, especially the last one.
M18

Also this might be completely of topic and maybe not as important, but I also don’t like how I look. I like my eyebrows and my eyes, but thats it. I have a small mouth and even thinner lips and I think it ruins my face. I always avoid pictures so I don’t have to smile, as it streches out my lips and makes it even more obvious. I really tried to smile naturaly on the picture, I don’t know if I succeted, but I thought it would be meaningless to ask if I didn’t try. Also sorry if I’m rambling a bit to much, theres just a lot going on in my life and I don’t really have anyone to talk to.

I’ve always liked training, but could never really build a habit of staying consistant and so I didn’t build any noticable musclemass. I have always been very skinny and insecure because of that. But then a girl started at my school. We became good friends quickly and then eventually ended in a kind of situationship of sorts. I thought she was way out of my league and so I started training 4-5 times a week and have been doing so for a little over 4 months. Unfortunally we “broke up” about a week ago, which of course has left me feeling a little down. I‘m happy with how I look now, and I still want to continue training, but it just feels a bit meaningless, even though it’s something i usually enjoy.

If anyone with experience has any tips or advice on what to do when motivation is low, I would greatly appriciate it.