I am confused. Is it me or my bpd personality?
I am an impulsive person in relationships like I would cut off people easily when I start feeling that people don't love me or feeling unwanted. I am in the relationship with my boyfriend for almost 3 years, my boyfriend said he is not sure about his feelings for me and future with me. Since I knew, I started feeling insecure in relationship anymore. I always feel like this person is not loving me deeply and why I would stay in this relationship. I love him and I have a hope that he will understand his love for me soon. However, the more I wait, the more I am impatient to stay in a relationship. So, I told him to let's break up but he still wants to try more. Although he wants to try I am tried of waiting and unhappy to live with uncertainty. I am scared to live without him but I am also exhausted at the same time. I want to stop this situation and break up. First, I was taking time to think about break up and I thought may be I am being impulsive.