u/CookOtherwise8333

It's been 4 weeks since I told my doctor about my misuse and I'm having an incredibly hard time accepting it now. I even tried making an appointment with a different doctor and yep...I have a big red flag on my account now. Who would have thought? lol. How do I deal with this "grief"? I know I was doing myself a favor but I'm actually kind of angry at myself for doing this.

EDIT: The support on this post is what has gotten me through the last few days of intense cravings. So thank you guys.