i still love you
after all this time nothing has changed. i tried pushing it away. it turned me into something and someone i regret also so i could put more distance between us. you never let my heart. you never left my mind. everyday your name still plays in my mind and i wonder how you’re doing.
i pray for you all the time. i used to force myself to hate you just to escape my mental prison. you live in my mind rent free i should be a millionaire by now lol. i admire you in a way. i always will. you’re so special to me. a big reason why i found God and for that i’m thankful.
i know you’ll never see this but that’s ok. i’ve come to terms with how i feel. i’ve learned to embrace it. it gives me motivation in so much that i do. i know God put us together for a reason and that was to make me a better person. you reflected parts of me i didn’t know existed. i found purpose again. i found meaning. i will never forget you or the connection we shared.
i wish you nothing but the best. maybe one day we’ll meet again with new perspectives, lighter hearts and healed.
I love you always