u/Consistent-One-2340

so it started in the beginning of april. iv been trying to lose weight since february and was on track. had a bad day (eating too much that day) and decided to do a 3 day fast. didnt think much of it. anyways about a week later i ate way more than i should of and decided to fast 2 days and was like this is not normal. then i started restricting a lot. recently iv been vomiting my food, over excersizing and today after i ate a bunch i drank so much water just so i can vomit easier. i have just come to terms with the fact that i developed an ed and i haven’t gotten my period ( not sexually active). i’m not sure how to go back to normal i can’t remember what normal looked like for me and its starting to affect me mentally. what do i do i just cant stop the restricting cycle. and i was 140 after my binge today i was 144.