u/ConsiderationAny7855

So in school we’re taught that anything you say online will be found online by your internet provider, anything from deleted comments or posts on reddit to deleted dms on discord. Whats the point then? And why isnt there a massive unemployment surge in young people due to digital footprints since i see an extreme amount of people being racist or using online hate groups so why do they even get used if doing these things automatically exclude you from a job??
Seriously whenever i research anything about digital footprints it feels like im reading stuff pre made by feds or psyops, just generally feels weird. Can someone actually explain this?

so it was november in 2025, which i had no idea was going to be the worst month of my life. i was just walking, when suddenly, i felt my chronic brain fog ift? i felt euphoric and just really happy, after about 10 seconds passed i felt a sharp pain in my left abdomen, not near my heart i kept walking, another maybe 20 seconds passed an then suddenly my vision started to tunnel and fade, my heart was beating extremely fast, i think it was recorded at like 180bpm? i was essentially thinking that i was dying. i started shouting out loud, some people heard i think, then i started running home as fast as i could, i called someone saying i was coming back home, but i could barely speak, i ran back and sat down on a couch, everything started to feel fine again but that was not the end of it, the days following i started to feel a buzzing feeling everywhere in my body, id have episodes where i would breathe extremly fast, first they only occured while i was in a car but they started to occur everywhere eventually. then i started to have that buzzing sensation all over my body. then i started to develop a sort of chronic pain that was sharp, this was felt pretty much everywhere. i got no sleep because i would instantly jolt awake if i spent a second trying to go to sleep, i had about 5 major episode where i thought i was dying, the nerve sensations and pain and buzzing just got worse and worse, until i started getting extremely anxious an literally broke into tears, i was shocked by this because i havent cried in years and never this intensely. i was screaming and crying and i felt like the world was ending, this is the point where my life actually chanbed forever, i feel like my mind has irreversibly changed after this exact episode, it may have been a mental breakdown or something but that was it. i spent every day laying upright in my bed crying uncontrollably, i wouldnt even do anything, id just stare at the wall, i COULDNT do anything, i couldnt even eat, i dont know why but my urge to eat was just turned off, i didnt eat anything for about 3 days, every morning i woke up shiveribg and shaking uncontrollably, the doctors had no idea what was wrong with me. after this eventually passed in mid december, it didnt fully ever end, i dont actually experience pleasure anymore, the chronic pain is still there occasionally and for some reason i am extremely exhausted all the time even if i sleep all day and do nothing. i feel like an alien now for some reason, it feels like the world is an endless torture device now