u/Conscious_Round_7787

yesterday was my bday , i didnt celebrate but decided too today , i was gonna go out with my family to the beach , ppl came at 2pm and ate dinner with us , didnt leave until 6pm so i got upset because i wanted to go to the beach at 4pm so i got so mad i ordered a cake with candles of my age and decided to celebrate in my room , even tho i got my cake and bday candles i was so mad i smashed the cake and threw it in the trash , after an hour my family finally decided its time to go out but i refused bc i wanted to go when there was still some sun in the sky , they went out without me along with some relatives , so now im in my room feeling miserable bc the day i planned for since the start of april didnt go well , even tho i couldve went but it was my decision not to go out , why did i do this , i dont know.