u/Conscious_Half_2699

im so so lonely. i crave warmth so much that the moment someone dangles the possibility of so much as a kiss, i jump at the opportunity. i sucked, fucked for a caress and im left even hungrier than before. and dirty. i feel disgusting but somehow the hunger gnaws at my insides just enough that filth is the last thing on my mind when i feel lips on mine. i know its the filth in me that attracts these men, like vultures to carrion.

what a wretched existence it is to want your hands to be held but to only get them held when someone is guiding it to their cocks.