falling out of love?
did i fall out of love? or did i just lose interest?
we’ve been together for months, talked for more than year. we’ve faced major conflicts at the earlier stage of our relationship even before we made the relationship official — conflicts that made us stronger and grow together. distance was never an issue for us.
however, sht went downhill. after an argument, i have noticed how i slowly lost interest. hindi ako sigurado kung sa partner ko mismo or sa pagmamahal in general. nawala na yung dating excitement makausap lang siya. nawalan na din ako ng gana ayusin o pagusapan pa ang mga bagay-bagay. parang mas madali pang sumuko kesa lumaban. during our confrontation, wala akong maramdamang ni ano man. parang lumayo na ang loob ko sa kaniya ng ganun ganon na lang.