u/Conscious_Collar3546

We have been fine and I think he has been honest for at least 2 months now. Which feels like forever ago but i’m not sure if that’s a good or bad thing. Anyways, if I feel like he might break or feel anxious I usually text him a bit too casually to please not relapse, which he always says he won’t, through messages. Usually, it makes me feel better, yet recently it makes me feel small and pathetic. It makes me feel like i’m betraying who I used to be and I don’t know why now. I think I know the answer to my question and i’m just looking for advice or support. Thanks.