Hi. So the last couple of months I have noticed that I have been jealous of my best friend. It is something that I have been struggling these past months since I feel that it’s nagging me. My best friend is very pretty, smart(top of her class) has good style and is genuinely a fun person to be around. She is also very good at making friends and starting conversations with people. Her family is also comfortable in the money spectrum, whereas my family has some issues with that (We both still live with our parents). Her family is supportive and all get along. My family, especially my parents don’t even like each other and the only reason they’re not divorced is because my dad doesn’t have enough money to live on his own.
So recently my best friend got called in for an audition with a very known film producer. (I also auditioned but didn’t get a callback)
I feel like she has everything that I want, and it’s starting to get to me. Right now it feels like she’s living on a rainbow cupcake. She deserves it and I love her very much but this is really getting to me. I don’t know what to do.