Hi! I've been studying manifestation and all sorts of methods and going online doing a ton of research.
I found that the method of writing everything down you're manafesting in a list and then saying "Everything on this list is done"
I got my car fixed by doing this method. And I am now getting driving lessons with it. It's quick and easy.
And you can just detach easily from it.
It's been done! My ability to have children naturally has been removed, and I am just sore and tired but I am free!! I have 0 regrets about this, I even got Starbucks after. It was a very quick surgery with no complications and I feel wonderful in my decision. They also gave me a picture of before and after and I felt really happy seeing what they actually did. Because I had the Bisalp, which removed the tubes entirely. I am only 25 (gonna be 26 by the time my post op appointment happens).
I am young but informed about my rights and it feels nice to not fall into to the pro-birth narrative.
Also small edit, I feel more nonbinary by having my tubes removed. I have identified as trans for a long time, and this to me, counted as a gender affirming care surgery lol.