u/Confident_Finger_655

For years now it seems like every week there is a fight. Im losing a few days each week to laying alone and sulking after the big fight that week. I think its her, she thinks its me, i dont want to waste anymore time and regreting spending the rest of my life in a failing marriage. But im scared that i just havent held on for long enough to see this relationship blossom.

For you all, does it ever really get better or is it always a settling for what you dont want? Just dealing with it forever?