u/Confident-Role2580

If you keep staying still and keeping refusing to text call and interact with the person youre teaching your brain that you DONT need that person or anyone else to help regulate how you feel. The "completely dying inside stops " when you reach the end (and yes it DOES arrive) You will now be anxious with earned security 🏆 This is the final round....this is the place you've wished for where u gain the ability to level your life up after pain. DONT GO BACK!! WALK INTO THE DARK! The rest of us are waiting for you 😃 Youre worn down and beat up but the score cards dont lie. You dont even have to get a knock out ..youve won off points alone. This is it..this is the stuff they talk about that makes diamonds on the internet. Its your time now...pick up your head. Success is right around the corner and the doors only big enough for you . Walk thru it. Go

I know youre doing alot of thinking so I'd roll this around in your head.

If youre SO horrible and this and that and everything is your fault? Why does the the avoidant STILL contact you ? Who keeps in contact with their "abuser"?

Nobody