Help
Recently became official with my partner while she’s overseas travelling/working. We knew and were seeing each other for a few months before she left, but only recently in the past couple weeks have we become official. It’s not much different, we were still talking everyday, but boy I didn’t think it would be this much of a struggle.
I think I might be getting depressed and am so mentally unstable (I’m usually quite level headed and calm). I don’t know if this is because I didn’t have the chance to build a secure relationship with her in real life before we became official. I’m seeing her in a couple months but haven’t seen her since March. When I next see her it will have been 4 months.
I’m not really sure what to do because I love her so much, but I’m really not feeling good or secure and I don’t know how much longer I can bear it. But also I don’t know if my life would be worse if I did end it.
Any tips or people who have been in the same situation?