Feeling unsure of what kind of career to work toward (too many interests)
I am 33, in Canada, and technically only have a high school diploma. I've gone to college, but never stuck with programs, as I often did what others recommended. I also had a lot going on in my personal life that made it difficult to focus on school.
The program I got the furthest in was graphic design. My dad passed away during that program. I left to take care of him during his cancer diagnosis. Some other shit went down, etc.
If I could do anything in the world, it would be music or audio engineering, with tattooing a close second. I know these are both very iffy options, though.
I work in crisis work currently. It's the lowest stage in the career path. I aimed to move up, but I haven't progressed beyond interviews. I'm starting to rethink my current job and plan to just use it as a means to an end, either to study while working or do some type of apprenticeship.
I originally planned on social work and have been accepted. I can start this month or next, but I'm not sure now if that is the correct choice. I've debated nursing (used to be a porter and morgue attendant). Lastly, armed forces or a trade of some sort.
I know realistically I'd be happiest in a creative field; however, I'm trying to build a stable life for myself (I'd also like to support my partner). When looking into trades, I realized that they take just as long as a bachelors, so I'm just kind of up in the air atm.
Realistically, the thing I'd have the best chance at doing that I'd enjoy is tattooing. I have connections in the community, and I work a schedule that could allow for an apprenticeship or the "dreaded tattoo school". I just need some kind of game plan, and I feel I need a game plan if option A does not work out.
My apologies if this is rambly. I'm pretty anxious lately, frustrated with my current situation, etc. Any advice is welcome.