I have been friends with these girls, B, Li and La for four years now and i love them with my whole heart. Recently some other girls have joined our group, G and K. I love G and K a lot, too. K joined our group a few months ago and G joined just around a month ago. K and I have kind of bonded and I like her a lot, and G and i started out tlike that, too. I should mention that the reason G joined our group was because she was good friends with B’s little brother who tragically passed away recently and so we let her join our group. She’s really nice, but she can be a lot sometimes and when we hang out early in the morning no one else is on her energy level.
Recently I haven’t been the most active because how busy i am so i’ve been quieter than normal. No one has really noticed, but G has been more distant from me. She will go and hang out with our other friends one on one and not me. She hasn’t looked happy to see me in a long time and it’s really made me sad.
Another thing you need to know is that K has this boyfriend and they’ve been dating for a few months now. I like K and I like her boyfriend, but were always changing our plans to fit him and his friends into them. I really don‘t mind, but sometimes it’s annoying.
Recently i’ve been hanging out with other friends when they go to hang out with K’s bfs group and it’s been fine. They have a group chat without out me and with the group of boys and that kinda makes me sad, but whatever.
I have been pulling myself back from them and not opening up as much as I used to because any time I try to talk they either ignore it or change the subject. Li doesn‘t do this often and B has just not been hanging out with us for personal reasons. I’ve been trying to be more active in this friendship but it feels like it’s not worth it. I’m not planning on dropping them anytime soon, but it’s made me think that maybe I should be putting myself out there with them more and I kind of feel like an asshole. What do you think?