u/ConcernOutrageous148

Recently I(15M) had to cut things off with my best friend (15F) because I started to fall in love with her, I just feel really lonely now, i masturbated 2 times today and when I couldn't the third time I just started crying uncontrollably. I have no one else who is close, I am 2 weeks clean of SH and feel like falling back into it. Just wanted to get this out of my chest