I think Magic fans need to let the players know we appreciate their effort somehow. I keep seeing people want to split the team up. Don’t pull an otis smith. Let’s try to make sure we let the organization know we just need a few adjustments, but we need Paolo and Franz. Get us a really good PG(trade suggs) and maybe trade some more players and a future number 1 pick for another star and we’ll be the OKC of the East
So it’s been almost two months since my ex-wife and i split and I’ve been having a hard time sleeping since. I have a lot of clarity and since the marriage ended, but i’ve been dealing with a lot of resentment. I called her the other day and hung up because i didn’t know what to say. She didn’t know it was me so she called back, but i didn’t pick up. Today i decided to call her again. She said hello and when i said hello back she recognized my voice and hung up. I expected that would happen and I’m not going to contact her again. I honestly know nothing with come of whatever conversation i was hoping for, but I felt I had to call her.
I’ve been paying a lot of attention to the dynamics between men and women lately and have been growing a bit bitter. I know it’s mostly due to the echo chamber from my algorithm, but it’s actually disheartening. I’ve been coming across so many posts and comments all over social media seeing how far our generation is from God and It makes me genuinely sad. I know that there is hope in Christ and I’m know i’m not going to think this way forever, but both the men and women of today are absolutely self-indulged. There is a spiritual issue that is only getting worse and it’s ofc a result of the fall, but man…young women today (some) are borderline evil. The young men are given into their flesh and just want to dominate anything around them due to their deep rooted insecurities and it’s becoming normalized. I feel so much conflict internally towards the dynamics we have today. Thankfully i still see many couples who are following The Lord and are stewarding their marriages the best they can. It gives me hope that the darkness will never take over fully, but man when i tell you it kills me what’s going on today, I mean it.
I'm on the verge of indefinite divorce after being married for 2 years. I'm just ruminating on the betrayals and brokenness I experienced while in the relationship and it's killing me. I keep thinking about how this person threw me away even while we were still together. They are addressing me as their "roommate" now. After putting my heart and soul into the marriage and trying to lead, but being sabotaged at every turn. The cognitive dissonance is still active, but they feel like a complete stranger now. I've never been away from them this long. I feel like they never cared. At least thats what they have wanted me to see. I just want to forgive them and move on. It hurts to keep trying to understand why someone would treat me less than I deserve. I miss the version of them I thought I knew. I feel like I need to cry more and get everything out. They took what they wanted, painted me how they wanted, and are acting like I never existed. I know I need to forgive and let go. It's just so hard because I would never have done to them what they did to me.